hei everywun! im so0 mad, i wrote an entry earlier n it was pretty long but freakin xanga deleted n now imma jus cutt dis short daymn it! skewls aiightz i gots alotta projects due b4 muh xmas vacation n wun due after muh vacation...its kewl though, gotta WeRk HaRd n GeT dEm WhaCk gRaDes Up...muh grades arent bad but I kn0e i kan d0 betta yah kn0e?!? muh luv lyfe aiights-lonely but got alotta drama-its ok i guess da same ting wit muh ex still...but im kinda talkin to sumwun ryte now n its goin well i guess. ive beenz tired lately n durrs nuttin tah eat at home so0 ive beenz starvin muh ass off! sumwun wnna feed meeh :P hehe. o yah s0rrie i havent beenz on dis xanga cuz ive been werkin on a diifferent syte which im barely starting...newhooz check it out by clykin bel0w aiights...i guess imma end it hea...take kharez everywun!

------------------------------>fIrStSh0t<------------------------------

i had a dope ass bdae haha im SwEeT 16 yAh'll! newhoz it was aiightz in da beginning cuz it was jus muh nephew, bro, jazmin, mee at muh house jus watching 2 movies n mee n jazmin talked about stuff in da room. N den it started to get fun wen muh homeboiz frum carson [jan, john, tristen, n lester] kame to visit mee n we all jus talked n all. Sum of us drank which was ti0te n den sumting happened which im not gonna mention...s0rrie, nuttin dat bad but it killed all or our moods welpz mynes mostly cuz muh homboiz left witout saing bye but i understand y. newhoos den i kalled muh ex jeff tah c if he FrEaKiN rEmEmBad muh bdae n he did n so0 him n his bro jeffrel kame to muh house b4 midnight n kicked it for a while. i got lectured though by andrez but it was really nice cuz he was tellin mee dat i was da litto sista he nevea had n dat he luvs mee  n doesnt want th c mee hurt. i was dizy n all but i still had muh senses n den i WaS sO0 sUrPrIsEd dat TIK kalled meeh after midnight n asked if he could stop by muh house in which he did...jus for lyke 5 mins cuz muh mom was home n lyke it was mee, andrew, tik, n his bro outsyde muh house. YaY...welpz to mee it was kewl cuz i spent tyme wit da peepz i mish so0 much. i had fun even though we didnt go newhere it was da fact dat i spent tyme wit people dat khare boutz mee. I fElT sPeShEl hAhA ^_^...

im bak at wun agen...geez...lolz! welpz its nuttin to laugh about but i dunno. Muh ex is all ive been freakin tinkin boutz its so hard to decide. I luv him n mish him so0 much...n gettin da chance tah get it all bak is a dream. or is it? i knoe if i sai yesh he'll still end up hurting meeh in da end...its lyke reminising. o hei wait imma b ryte bak..gotta go for now. write bak soon.